(Pink and black logo designed for the wives and girlfriends like me)
This semester (my last full time one!!) would have been crazy anyway, but being separated from Lee is what is really miserable. Everything in my life revolves around him. My world is now a little bit off kilter. My friends and family have been amazing sources of support, so that helps. Some. :) I have spoken with him twice and received three letters. I carry his letters around with me in my purse...what can I say, I'm in love. I knew he was my favorite, my best friend, my everything, but my comittment to him has been renewed in this time apart. I will go to his graduation in the middle of May and I can't wait to see how he has changed into an Airman.
I was pretty much in denial about him leaving prior to his departure. Now that he is gone, I've had to step up my manic obsessive researching and find out more about what he is actually doing. I am so proud of him for making this decision to serve our country. I am truly honored to be married to a man who has a hero's heart. I have always known that he is the kind of man who puts others before self, who sacrifices in the time of need, who does the right thing when no one else does. But now that he is in the military, I think he will have opportunities to show others that kind heart.
(In a side note, this is new for me, because my political/social beliefs are kind of anti-war. I believe that war exists and that it will always exist, but I hate it. But that's a discussion for another day. Remind me to cover capital punishment then too.)
I have been trying to become a better version of myself in his absence. I had some grand plans to get in shape and lose about ten pounds, but the above mentioned conglomorate of random time-sucking activities is making that hard. I have accomplished a beautiful tan! I also have made a point to spend time alone with God, listening to Him and reading His word before I write my husband each night. It has really made a difference in my life.
Are any of you from military families? Do you have advice for me or for him? This is hard!